The last couple days have been a roller coaster. Sydnee has Jaundice and her count keeps going up and down. We have had the lights. It is the saddest thing ever! It is the worst thing I have ever seen. I was just balling. I hate that you have to get them down to a diaper. She just lays there with her arms and legs flailing, because she feels so insecure. We have also had to go to the hospital four days in a row for them to draw blood. Poor Sydnee just lays there and cries. It is so hard as a mom to hold your baby while they poke them and then message their foot to milk blood out. I think she has finally gotten used to it because today she just sat there. She seriously has been the best baby. She sleeps a ton, and we have to wake her to feed her. Today I was feeding her, and her bottle got clogged and I didn't know. She sat and sucked that bottle for 20 min. and never got frustrated or cried out. I had no idea it was clogged and the whole time she wasn't getting any milk. Most babies would be so frustrated and just screaming to let you know they weren't getting anything out of the bottle. I can't believe she just sat there and continued to suck even though she was so hungry and not getting anything. On Wed. I took her to her first doctor's appointment. She has lost 4 oz. and grown and inch. She really has been such a blessing and joy! I can't believe how much your love grows as you have more and more kids. I love both Wyatt and her more than I could have ever imagined.